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14 June 2012 @ 11:01 pm
omfg... the horror...  
I just found an archive that has the SeaQuest fanfics I wrote... god... it must have been... 1997 or so... because I had this big blow up with the SeaQuest fanfic group on Yahoo_groups that I was a member of and got temporarily banned (I don't remember the details, but I think I was being overly sensitive about people pointing out typos, and it went crazy... lol) and I never really went back to the group... anyway, I wrote these fics prior to that, and I think I was like 13 or 14 at the time that happened, so... yeah... about 1997... and I can't even bring myself to read them because i know the plotholes would kill me now... lol... not to mention that now that I'm older I will admit that I'm pretty sure I blatantly took ideas from other fics and forced them to work in mine... I never directly stole a scene, but... I took way too much inspiration from scenes in other peoples stories... lol

I just find it amusingly horrifying to know this stuff is still out there for people to find... and it's even under the penname of 'Mara' (which tells you how long I've used that name... lol...) god... lol...